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I dream I'm being raped, by people I know or by aliens

Identifier

014429

Type of Spiritual Experience

Dream
Inter composer communication
Hallucination

Number of hallucinations: 1

Background

A description of the experience

anon315007
Post 29

I'm diagnosed with an epileptic thing, not causing me physical epileptic seizures, but rather, some kind of internal issues and all transfers to the fact that I have important sleeping issues like sleep paralysis, or I may shout in the middle of the night.

When I get sleep paralysis, I can't move, but sometimes my eyes are open and I don't get scared anymore. I know it's sleep paralysis, but I may start hallucinating and that's where things may look wicked. I may see people who may interact with me in a "telepathic" conversations and sometimes a rational conversation. In other cases, there are real people around me and I may also dream that I can hear what they are imagining at that very moment. It's a shame I'm unable to answer back because my body is paralyzed, but that would be a very interesting theory (are those telepathic voices I hear real? I'm afraid I will never know).

Finally, the ugly part of this story is that sometimes I may dream I'm being raped, by people I know or by aliens. It's ugly because I have my eyes open, and it feels realistic. Nevertheless, since it's a lucid dream (very lucid by the way) if I had more brain power maybe I would be able to imagine the person raping me as someone I'm attracted to, to make it feel nice, but I'm not still in that level. Note: i have never been raped in real life, so these issues just come because i have this epileptic issue, I guess

The source of the experience

Wisegeek

Concepts, symbols and science items

Symbols

Incubus
Succubus

Science Items

Atonia

Activities and commonsteps

Activities

Overloads

Epilepsy
Epilepsy drugs

Suppressions

Dreaming and lucid dreaming

References