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All laughing at me because I'm wearing no makeup



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There was an indication she was on medication at one stage

"all laughing at me because I'm wearing no makeup"  at 14?

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I'm 14 and now and again I have hallucinations when I'm trying to get to sleep.

I once hallucinated that there was a ghost hanging up washing in my room, which sounds funny, but it was actually really creepy and quite scary because I was 8 at the time.

I also once hallucinated about two years ago, thinking I had an envelope so I opened it and a massive spider crawled out, over me and up my wall, then it laid loads of eggs which hatched and I spent the night covering my face with my quilt.

Most of my hallucinations aren't scary though and I just imagine some of my friends in my room, but they're all laughing at me because I'm wearing no makeup or anything which makes me feel really paranoid and quite low.

I'm not sure if this is relevant to the hallucinations, but also I always feel like there's someone or something in the room with me, watching me. I don't see them, but sometimes I see little movements, like a shadow or something or my curtain moving, so I'm not sure if that's me hallucinating or not.

I only ever see the movements at night though.

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