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Shaunna is sexually assaulted by a spirit and wants it to stop

Identifier

014323

Type of Spiritual Experience

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A description of the experience

Shaunna
Post 45

I'm 20 years old and for the last two years have suffered with sleep paralysis, but until recently, I've experienced something far more uncomfortable.

On one occasion, I wasn't particularly dreaming but when I woke up I could physically feel someone pushing down on the side of my head and angrily whispering through gritted teeth in my ear.

When I was finally able to move there was no one there.

On a similar occasion I was sharing a bed with my friend when I heard a toilet flushing in the middle of the night followed by someone standing on the bed as though they were walking towards me. I was in a state of paralysis and when I realised that it wasn't her standing on the bed I felt two feet standing on me on the right side of my ribs. I gasped in pain and again, when I was able to move, there was no one there.

It scared the hell out of me and I was convinced that there was some spirit-type following me (although I'm not a believer of that sort of thing).

After that it seemed to calm down (though the paralysis didn't) until recently.

A couple of nights ago I had a dream that someone stabbed me, which was scary in itself but soon after I could feel someone sexually assaulting me (I'm not kidding) and I reached out and grabbed their wrist to stop them. I could physically feel the wrist. It was thin and bony and I was yelling at them to get off and when I woke up, there was no wrist in my hand.

And the most recent time was last night when I dreamed that i was being bitten by a dog. I was watching the blood pouring out of my hand and trying to get this dog off my hand when i woke up and saw a bloodstain on the wall about 5inches in diameter. The shape a tomato makes when its thrown with force at a wall. So i rubbed my eyes and looked again and it had gone. I could also feel the pain on my hand where the dog had bitten me.

I'm experiencing more and more cases of sleep paralysis which is upsetting enough but now my dreams are flowing into my reality. I just want it to stop.

The source of the experience

Wisegeek

Concepts, symbols and science items

Symbols

Incubus
Succubus

Science Items

Atonia

Activities and commonsteps

Activities

Suppressions

Dreaming and lucid dreaming

Commonsteps

Lucid dreaming

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