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The marvellous thing about Sunday night was how I simply went to my 'column' and entered it. My Saturday experience was I think a 'half rebirth' completing an earlier half. My column is more like a tree with widening branches above and widening roots below. On Sunday night I just went up to the tree at the 'trunk' part, waited outside it and then simply decided to go in. Down was dim and up was bright. I felt that before going up I needed to explore more down. I just rested in the trunk awhile and then went out through my window.

I believe that I am now ready to enter the tree at will and explore the down and up worlds. The trunk feels very 'me'. Down seems interesting and familiar rather than mysterious. Up seems mysterious and unknown. I will face challenges and trials up, but explore and discover down. That's how I feel.

So there we are. My trinity was not with me on Sunday night. I journeyed alone