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My ears would fill with a loud painful screech, like a flashbang had gone off next to me
Identifier
014444
Type of Spiritual Experience
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A description of the experience
anon171769
Post 7
I've just turned 18 and I've dealt with said hallucinations most of my life. When I was younger, I would sleepwalk, but only in the summer when I wasn't in school.
I still don't understand that. I've recently started to sleepwalk again. though none of this has ever really bothered me, being very strong-minded i would simply say that the hallucinations were there to keep me company, often joking with my brother about it after waking him up in my panics. Last night is the first time it's ever really freaked me out, seeing that I've looked this up and am still weirded out.
I spend the day staring around as I was walking, often clutching to my bag strap tightly as I scared myself. It continually happened last night as I was nodding off. It happened several times but it was gone as soon as my eyes snapped back open, still not able to fall asleep. I would see my friends, at first just one, who I considered very close, he'd lift something up and throw it at me, then I would panic for a bit before my exhaustion led me to doze off again, the next time was several friends, all glaring at me with what seemed eager, hatred-filled smiles. after that several things of the same happened before it became auditory as well.
I'd see friends, strangers, all around me, and until I opened my eyes my ears would fill with a loud painful screech, like a flashbang had gone off next to me, the pain seemed real enough to keep me up until this morning, in which I just sat on the couch and watched tv to keep me up