Audio and visual hallucinations a very big part of her life
Type of Spiritual Experience
A description of the experience
I have had mostly audio, but some visual hallucinations for years and years and years, almost every night. For me it is mostly random banal conversation or half second flashes of scenes, people, places, objects, totally random images or animations. It will go away for a few days sometimes, and I will find it hard to fall asleep, and I will miss it and feel like something is missing without it.
Sometimes I fear I have lost the ability completely and it is depressing, for me it is a very joyful experience that I look forward to every night. I rarely am frightened. Even from the start I didn't feel as though it were negative, and its more like thoughts that I am not thinking than anything else.
Hopefully more people out there have my version of hypnagogia. It's a very big part of my life.