Wish to die and deep depression
Type of Spiritual Experience
A description of the experience
From The Truth in the Light – Dr Peter Fenwick and Elizabeth Fenwick
My experience occurred 40 years ago and arose because of a strong overpowering urge to get to the other dimension. I was 28 years old at the time, with two children.
I had been in a state of despair through seeking a meaning to life and not getting any answers. I prayed to die – and one day I did!
I travelled at terrific speed down the tunnel with a tiny light ahead which got bigger as I approached it. I felt utter joy as I knew when I reached it I would find what I had been seeking. However, before I ‘passed over’ I seemed to be in the presence of formless (but not faceless) spiritual beings who transferred to me the thoughts that I must go back – my family needed me, and I had not finished what I needed to do