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Visions from abuse
Identifier
002259
Type of Spiritual Experience
Background
I think we have the reason for the visions and perception recall in the text itself, it may also be caused by grief
A description of the experience
zaRa139
Post 116
I've had these kinds of hallucinations for quite a few years, but I believed everything had an explanation so I went online and found this. I believe knowing about the problem is a way to stop it.
The worst parts are when I see bad times from the past replay in an exaggerated way, like the room would be filled with people I know, maybe even people I like screaming at me, scolding me and hitting me.
The better times are when I have visions of the best times with some people I could never be with again, but it would hurt like hell and leave me horribly confused when I wake up.
Sometimes I just see random people sitting by my bed. The better ones are nice and they mumble random things that make me feel safe and accepted.
The more terrifying ones are people who look half human and half animal or just weird. It freaks me out just to think of it. They wait by my bed and scratch at my skin tearing it away, or they stand near my bed, beside my fan or on my desk and stare hungrily at me like I'm their target.