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Totally destroyed - Josh



Type of Spiritual Experience


Number of hallucinations: 1


Oxycodone is a semisynthetic opioid synthesized from thebaine, an opioid alkaloid. It is an analgesic 'generally indicated for relief of moderate to severe pain'.

Hydrocodone is also a semi-synthetic opioid synthesized from codeine,  It is a narcotic analgesic used orally as an antitussive/cough suppressant, but also commonly taken orally for relief of moderate to severe pain

Promethazine is a first-generation antihistamine of the phenothiazine family.

Orphenadrine (sold under the brand names Norflex, Mephenamin, Disipal, Banflex, Flexon, Biorphen, Brocasipal, Dolan, Norgesic, OrfenAce, and others) is an anticholinergic drug of the ethanolamine antihistamine class with prominent central nervous system (CNS) and peripheral actions used to treat painful muscle spasms and other similar conditions, as well as the treatment of some aspects of Parkinson's disease. It is closely related to diphenhydramine.

Percocet - The combination oxycodone/paracetamol (Paracetamol is called "acetaminophen" in the United States and well known by the trademarked name, "Tylenol.") (North American trade name Percocet, generic endocet and ratio-oxycocet in Canada)

A description of the experience

Totally Destroyed - Oxycodone (Percocet), Hydrocodone (Vicodin), Promethazine (Phenergan), & Orphenadrine (Norflex) - by Josh EROWID

I did not eat all of these drugs at once, however they were consumed over about a 5 hour time frame. I began the experience at approximately 10:00pm and it consisted of taking 15mg of oxycodone and 15 mg of hyrdocodone. About a half hour after consumption I began feeling threshhold effects and they began to intensify rapidly.

Over the next 4 hours or so I dosed continually, taking the promethazine, norflex and plenty of other pills of vicodan and percocet.

I have consumed many a hard drug in my day and I can honestly say this is probably the most fucked up I've ever been in my life.

I was lying down in my bed for most of the time enjoying the utterly orgasmic feeling these pills produced. I was so high just after the aforementioned initial dose but for some reason I continued to do more and more pills as though I was trying to overdose. And that is exactly what I thought I had done at  about 3:00am.

At this time I was starting to get a little worried not so much with the amount of oxycodone or hydrocodone I had consumed, but more so with the ridiculous amount of acetaminophen I had consumed.

I went on the computer and tried finding out the signs of a acetaminophen overdose and I had shown signs such as yellow eyes and an excrutiating headache. I could barely read the screen on the computer as my eyes were unable to focus and my head was spinning like you wouldn't believe. I told myself that I was going to stay up because I feared that if I fell asleep that I would definetely not wake up.

However of course I did end up falling asleep because with that much drugs in my system its nearly impossible to stay awake. I woke up at about noon the following day thankful to be alive and I was also still absolutely blasted. By this time though it was a much better high and I felt like the definition of relaxation for the rest of the day. The only negative comedown effects that I felt was a pounding headache for the following two days. Other than that it was a fantastic experience.

I must warn anybody interested in trying drugs such as percocet or vicodan that these are extremely addictive as I am currently on 45mg of vicodan. They are without a doubt the most addicting drugs I've ever done, with the exception of maybe demerol.

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