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Carlyle, Thomas - Sartor Resartus - Annihilation of Self
Identifier
001171
Type of Spiritual Experience
Background
A description of the experience
Sartor Resartus – Thomas Carlyle
The howl went silent within me; and the long-deafened soul could now hear. I paused in my wild wanderings; and sat me down to wait, and consider; for it was as if the hour of change drew nigh.
I seemed to surrender, to renounce utterly, and say: Fly, then, false shadows of Hope; I will chase you no more, I will believe you no more. And ye too, haggard spectres of Fear, I care not for you; ye too are all shadows and a lie.
Let me rest here; for I am way-weary and life-weary; I will rest here, were it but to die: to die or to live is alike to me; alike insignificant."-
And again: "Here, then, as I lay in that CENTRE OF INDIFFERENCE; cast, doubtless, by benignant upper Influence, into a healing sleep, the heavy dreams rolled gradually away, and I awoke to a new Heaven and a new Earth.
The first preliminary moral Act, Annihilation of Self had been happily accomplished; and my mind's eyes were now unsealed, and its hands ungyved."
The source of the experience
Carlyle, ThomasConcepts, symbols and science items
Concepts
Symbols
Science Items
Activities and commonsteps
Activities
Overloads
AngstExtreme pain
Extreme unhappiness
Unrequited love
Suppressions
Being left handedSuppressing memory