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anon143558
Post 47

i didn't even know this was a real thing until i was researching narcolepsy and clicked on this. I don't know if it's actually happened to me before, but here's are thoughts.

I do actually jerk myself awake a lot, but not lately. a few weeks ago, i drank a crapload of rock stars because it was new years and i wanted to stay up. i woke myself up several times by sleep talking, and then i woke up and my arms were up in the air like a zombie.

And then the other night, i kept having dreams that i would wake up, but everything was like a dream, and it happened multiple times that night. i would "wake up" from one dream, and then go up to tell my mom or something, but i could tell it was a dream. It's really hard to explain. So then, like i always see, i would pinch myself and not feel anything. Then I'd pinch harder and harder and harder but not feel anything, and i didn't know whether or not i was actually moving my arms.

It scared me so much because i was scared that i would just have to wait for hours until i woke up. then finally, i woke up in real life, but since i didn't know if it was still a dream, i pinched myself again. (stupid i know)

And this doesn't have anything to do with this, but one time when i was little, i had a dream that i was camping and had to pee, so i peed in the creek, and then woke up and peed in real life. lol.