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Her husband sprouted wings and the pillow corners turned into an evil jester
Identifier
014330
Type of Spiritual Experience
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A description of the experience
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anon152601 |
I am a 32 year old woman and have been suffering from this since I was 10 years old. I have very vivid hallucinations. 100 percent of the time the hallucinations take place in my room, e.g. the ceiling fan turns into rotating switchblades that come falling down on me. Or my pillow corners turn into an evil jester; the pillow is his hat, etc. Once a little girl was floating next to my bed. Her hair was made of snakes and her face was a melting skull. All very evil, terrifying hallucinations. Men crouched at my bedside with guns and knives, my husband sitting on the bed, his hair falling out and wings sprouting through his shoulders. I try to focus and make it go away but it intensifies. I am always silent, holding my breath and paralyzed, praying that whatever presence is there will go away and not discover that I am laying in the bed. My heart beats so fast and hard that I think that whoever is there will hear it. I normally have about four or five a year. However, the past week I had three. I am going to the doctor finally, as I have always dismissed this as overactive brain. Well, it is getting to be too much. I am afraid to go to bed at night. |