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Anorexia
Identifier
000514
Type of Spiritual Experience
Number of hallucinations: 1
Background
A description of the experience
Written in the grips of anorexia = Apr 7th, 2009 by ‘beilnates’ from the Internet
Visions and inebriations
all 'cause of this starvation.
energy and elation.
all an hallucination.
The anorexic trance
living in this instance
not thinking about the next day
just thinking about how much I weigh.
Shortsighted from the facts,
knowing they're true,
but there's nothing I can do.
so honest, so real, so true.
I know its the starvation
the restriction and addiction.
But I cannot see past,
the happiness hallucination