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Loyola, Ignatius of - Auditory hallucinations from fasting
Identifier
000401
Type of Spiritual Experience
Background
In this observation we can see from his own description that he has used [unconsciously], the mechanisms of fasting, flagellation, physical exhaustion, befuddling and sleep deprivation. As a consequence he gets auditory and visual hallucinations…………
A description of the experience
The Autobiography of Saint Ignatius Loyola
he lived in the Dominican monastery, in a little cell which the Fathers had allotted to him. He kept up his usual custom of praying on bended knees for seven hours a day, and scourged himself three times a day and during the night…………. ….. He [then] resolved in his heart neither to eat nor drink until God should look upon him in mercy, or until he should find himself at the point of death ; then only should he eat.
This resolution was taken on a Sunday after communion, and for a whole week he neither ate nor drank anything ; in the meantime he practised his usual penances, recited the Divine Office, prayed on bended knees at the appointed times, and rose at midnight. …
While in this state, God was pleased to arouse him as it were from sleep, and to relieve him of his trouble. As he had acquired some experience in the discernment of spirits, he profited by the lessons he had learned of God, and began to examine how that spirit had entered into possession of his soul
When he retired, it often happened that wonderful illuminations and great spiritual consolations came to him, so that he abridged the short time he had already allotted to sleep. Once while thinking over this matter he concluded that he had given sufficient time for conversation with God, and that moreover the whole day was also given to Him. Then he began to doubt whether these illuminations were from the Good Spirit. Finally he came to the conclusion that it would be better to give up a portion and to give sufficient time to sleep.
The source of the experience
Loyola, Ignatius ofConcepts, symbols and science items
Concepts
Symbols
Science Items
Activities and commonsteps
Activities
Overloads
AnorexiaBeing badly wounded
Extreme pain
Flagellation, beating and physical abuse
Hypothermia
Loss of blood, haemorrhaging and letting blood
Nutritional deprivation
Sleep deprivation, insomnia and mental exhaustion
Suppressions
Brain damageSuppression of learning