Am I possessed?
Type of spiritual experienceHallucination
from the Hearing Voices Network.
Voices can be from your own subconscious bubbling up 'demons' designed to get your attention, but they can also come from other bodies or disembodied souls. Those going out of body often communicate with people in body and thus we can also have inter composer communication. Remembering that we are communicating with people if the voices are intelligible, then we can get 'good' and 'bad' as in ordinary life.
Unfortunately if we are really upset and frightened, then we tend to attract the not so good, which only exacerbates the problem.
I do not think this person has schizophrenia. But if they were given medication for schizophrenia this opens up a whole new terrifying avenue of the spirit entities of the drugs used to 'treat' this condition, a bridge has been formed and every nasty pharmaceutical entity you can think of will come in with a vengeance.
So he is being assailed by the demons created by his catholic upbringing [religion is responsible for some truly dreadful demons], assailed by the pharmaceutical beings and possibly also assailed by out of control out of body travellers.
Poor poor soul.
And strange though it may sound the one thing he probably is not suffering from is possession, the one thing he fears
the 'tactile stuff' is caused by synaesthesia
A description of the experience
Postby rain » Tue Aug 13, 2013 9:17 am
i was always bright and graduated top of whatever class, but got sick with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and everything went downhill from there, isolated to say the least, i turned to lucid dream 'friends' and decided to live in dream land... i took a strange step and decided to treat them as my gaurdian angels and began speaking to them, i went without sleep because of the lucid dreaming training and had a nervous breakdown, then the voices were front and center, and i just sat around all day yelling 'No!!!' at them till they backed off... of course i was diagnosed as schizophrenic, and developed horrible PTSD because i was raised catholic and i was possessed by demons, no questions asked.
later on i tried to talk to them as if they were part of me, that demons didn't exist, one day they said 'we are going to have some fun tonight' and i didn't think much of it, but that night i felt a ton of demons slam into my body (yes i have horrible tactile stuff)... i lay there helplessly, thinking 'but i thought you weren't real'
anyway, communicating with them as if they were a part of me led to over a decade of hellish torment, if they aren't demons they do a good impression.
lately, i'm not sure about demons being real persey but, i don't have anyway of 'incorporating these horribly abused parts of myself'.... does anybody else feel this way? or AM I just bonkers?